08 November 2009

Fall has come ang gone..again.

Fall is my favorite time of the year.

It is fresh and it is change. The nature changes befor our eyes, and so can I.

I love to change. Not that I am a terrible person in need of a total personality make-over, I´m talking about evolving. Everybody should strive to make changes every day. Evolve.

Open upp.

I am open, and I am ready to serve and to become the best I can be. I have nobody holding me back now so I can not put the blame elsewere.

I am ment for something great, and I want to find out what that is. I am eagar and I am curious. So should you be. You are also ment for something geat.

What is YOUR purpose?



I have to say, it is not easy. Falling down and getting up again when life beats you to the ground. I always think "what could I have done differently" and learn from that.

Many people say they have no regrets. I find that hard. How do you then learn? I have many regrets. I can understand that I should Live life with no regrets.

To me that means to make good decisions now and in the future, so that I later have no regrets.

But the bad decisions that I have already made? I have to regret them, so that I can learn. I dont dwell, (well maby some nights), and I´ve stoped banging myself in the head because without them I would not be who I am today and know what I know, and be able to at a young age share experience with others. Or understand others. Be understanding and not judgemental. Be compassionate not cold.

Whe are all on a spiritual jurney, and I´ve just realised that spirit, universe, gods kingdom or whatever you will call it, is within you. You do NOT need an external authority telling you how that should be or how you sould feel about it. Listen to yourself. It is scary, but worth it.



" If you only actually feldt, of that which you speak (of God), you would only be able to come from a place of love"

- Rev. Ed Bacon

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